I feel, at this point, like I am struggling to get things done. It is the third week of school, so I don't think that it's good that I am so overwhelmed by everything. I wanted my last semester to be enjoyable, applying for jobs at my leisure (sort of) and having plenty of time to do my schoolwork and being involved. Turns out, my work is piling up. I'm trying to keep up, but it's tough. For example, on Sunday, I worked for 9 hours straight and still didn't get enough done, but I was too tired to continue. I hope this is harder than having a job, because I'm not sure I could keep it up for that long.
While I am overwhelmed, I have been very organized and I do enjoy my classes. I am having to reflect a lot (of course) on my experiences and what all of them have meant to me. I am so looking forward to moving on in a few months and finally starting my career, I just hope that my anxiety about finding a job doesn't get in the way of enjoying my classes and getting the most out of them.
I have been applying for at least a job every week at this point. Hopefully more jobs around Ames will start springing up so I can stay around here for a while. Things are getting increasingly complicated for me (which leads to more stress), and I'd really like to be able to stick around for a while.
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